A blog in which Drew Kaplan describes recent goings-on in his life, Jewish stuff, musings on life, etc.
31 October 2005
YCT Returns, or YCT's Day of School in October
What struck me today was how both the students and faculty played with the school's myth structure. In other words, we were, at points, having fun with how we perceive ourselves. Don't get me wrong, the mood of the day was not lent to levity, though it was full of seeing our fellow students and rebbeim whom we had not seen for a month, so it was that reuniting that marked the day.
But to get us back into the proper mood and orientation our Rosh haYeshiva, Rabbi Dov Linzer, spoke after מנחה (afternoon prayer service) about the holiday of שמיני עצרת (Eighth day of rejoicing before God after seven days of Sukkos). Although I take the holiday as a gift of God for God's people, Israel, to celebrate before God, Rav Linzer didn't feel satisfied with such a simple answer as that. He offered the תרגום (Aramaic translation composed in early antiquity) for the verse in the Torah introducing the holiday, which speaks of bringing in one's vessels in from one's sukkah on the eighth day. He then proceded to say how this is a transitional holiday, which is meant to help us to try to take the message(s) of the ימים נוראים (high holidays) with us into the rest of the year. And that has some connection with now as we get back into the swing of things regarding learning Torah. I thought it was a nice drash and, although I didn't buy his understanding of the holiday(/season), I certainly appreciated the appropriate message that was clearly meant to motivate us.
Anyways, back to the myth structure thing. Although I overheard a couple of guys mentioning things upon this topic, it was something that Rav Linzer said that stuck out to me. A guy had just returned this morning on a plane and had lost his kippah (he had a ballcap, which made it loseable) after having gone through a metal detector and grabbed a "bar mitzvah" kippah from the first floor of the Columbia Hillel. As he was sitting in the בית המדרש (study hall), Rav Linzer came over and the fellow joked saying something to the effect of saying he was interested in checking out the place and the Rosh haYeshiva joked, saying that this is Chovevei and we're open, etc., finishing off with a hug. That we acknowledge ourselves as a huggy yeshiva/rabbinical school, our open acceptance of fellow human beings, and warmth is something that I found amusing and interesting.
It's true that many times, both in and out of school we make light of our being an Open Orthodox yeshiva, as it sounds kind of vague, and interpreting it in amusing ways.
30 October 2005
Genesis & בראשית (Heb., lit.: "In a beginning")
In the days leading up to shabbas and especially as the reading of the Torah was being performed on Saturday morning, I was utterly struck by what I was reading, mainly by the word choice as well as ideas. I understood, by reading it, that the creation story was very carefully constructed as well as the ages of the various people, which clearly has to be done very specifically. In any event, I was having trouble with understanding the beginning, in general.
Fortunately, my puzzlement after the reading of the Torah was short-lived as Rabbi Schnaidman (of Mt. Sinai, my new shul) spoke, in no uncertain terms, that the story of the creation of the universe is not meant to be scientific. Furthermore, he said, that we're not supposed to try to reconcile it with science as that's not what it's meant to do. He relied heavily on Maimonides' Guide to the Perplexed, book 2, chapter 25 to support what he was saying about science and the Torah. I found the speech very interesting and helpful. This was my most-liked speech of his so far (my previous favorite was his eulogy of Yasir Arafat where he described ten good things about his death).
Granted, I haven't heard a lot of his sermons, as he didn't speak in the summer, and I usually don't make it up for shul on shabbas mornings, but this shabbas I had set my alarm to wake me up - and it did. I felt kind of bad for myself that I wasn't allowing myself all the sleep that I needed, which is definitely not a very restful way of spending shabbat, but it was better feeling for me to have attended services from close to the beginning and not come just for the schmoozing. (which is definitely a highlight for me)
26 October 2005
Women, Simhat Torah, & Drew
1) I had lunch at a young lady’s apartment along with a couple dozen others today. Some guy made kiddush and the hostess made ‘hamozi’, prompting a guy sitting next to me, who had gone to Ohr Somayach with me a year and a half ago, to ask me if women making ‘hamozi’ was something my school promoted (I don’t know how well he knows YCT), and I promptly answered, “Sure.” He said, “Y’know, it’s a feminist thing.” I then noted a quandary of mine, “How come, in my experience, women seldom make kiddush, yet often make ‘hamozi’?” (I’m still not sure….) However, I realized this evening that I never responded to his problem about feminism. I suppose in more haredi circles, feminism is problematic (certainly with no regard to whether it’s second wave, third wave[, fourth wave (if such a thing exists, or is developing), or even post-feminism]), though I figured out a tentative understanding:
Feminism presents no ostensible problematic for Judaism. Rather, it does present problems for masculine hegemonic social structures. Thus, for those men who have strong masculine hegemonic understandings of Judaism, it certainly is problematic. However, the synthesis of the two enterprises necessitates for men (albeit uncomfortably, usually) a change in their attitudes, approaches, and actions in Judaism, while there is an amelioration of the position of women. Not only is the latter outcome beneficial for women’s experiences within Jewish activities, etc., it also serves to help not turn women away due to unhappiness with their station in Jewish society.
2) This was my first holiday I spent in the Heights (aside from my YU undergrad days) and attended services and celebrations at my new shul,
3) When it came time this morning for every man in the congregation to get an עליה (saying the blessings over the Torah), which is, apparently, a custom – I was stunned. I suppose I hadn’t remembered or experienced such a thing – oh well. Nevertheless, I felt almost sickened by the total disregard towards the women, and sort of bad for taking part in the ceremony, perhaps implicating me in the masculine hegemony being exercised – I still took part, though. The first thing to pop into my mind was that if the whole צבור of males was taking part, then there would be no כבוד צבור (honor of a congregation) issues, as per the teaching of the rabbis (Megillah 23a), as the whole congregation is taking part. I mentioned it to a couple of people, who agreed. As the men had split up into three different places, each with a Torah scroll, a young lady who was visiting suggested that it could be done such that there be another room or two where there would be women עליות (saying the blessings over the Torah) taking place. I thought it a great idea, though everybody involved knew such a thing would not take place this year in the Heights.
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23 October 2005
Cornell for a Shabbas
With Katrina's destruction, my sister (and another student, Gregg Starr - okay, there were many more other students, but for fairly-involved Jewish students, it was these two) was displaced and ended up at Cornell University, in Ithaca, NY. So, with her relative proximity, I made the five+ hour bus trip up to Ithaca this weekend. Ithaca is a nice-looking college town, though it had started raining and getting cold, preceding the much-famed really cold winters.... However, the leaves had just begun changing colors, which was nice.
Our shabbas started out at the Chabad House, which was a good-sized house, where we davened קבלת שבת (the acceptance of shabbat 'service') and מעריב (the evening service), and then went into the sukkah for dinner. It had begun to get cold, and then proceded to get even colder, which was not comfy. Nevertheless, the Chabad rabbi was hospitable, attracting a fairly sizeable crowd, requiring the tables to be split up in order to allow for more people to sit.
Following dinner, we made it for the end of the Oneg Shabbas at the Center for Jewish Living (CJL), a house for Jewish students, which is kind of like a Jewish frat-sort-of-thing. It used to be for a few decades a Young Israel house, until about six years ago, when they switched over to being called CJL. It's a really cool place, which I wish I had had. In fact, I would suppose many an undergrad would appreciate such a house. The oneg was a sociable affair, with many undergrads about - it was neat. But, alas, I was tired and retired to bed at 11, having not slept the night before (though having got some sleep on the busride).
The following morning, we davened at a Hillel-reserved room in Anabel Taylor Hall, where the Hillel offices are located. We then had lunch at the Kosher Dining Hall (KDH), which was located right next to the CJL (see picture at left). It was some amazing food! I surely had my good fill of food, that's for sure. Afterwards, I went back to nap.
I woke up for מנחה (afternoon service), davened, then went back to the KDH for the third meal, then back to the shul in the same building as in the KDH (and also has the beis medrash), where we had davened minha, we now also davened מעריב (evening service) and had havdalah.
Afterwards, we hung around, watching three (then later a fourth) episode of Firefly, on a student's computer (thanks, Ilan), then also watching [movie #3 of my break,] Return of the Pink Panther on VHS. Then, went to sleep after a fourth episode of "Firefly" in the CJL.
What was interesting is that the Internet went down in the CJL over shabbas, so after shabbas, people were not glued to it, which was weird!
Sunday morning consisted of davening at the little shul in the KDH, followed with packing, a brief walk around the nice, but wet, campus, then a yummy brunch at the KDH before heading back to the city.
In sum, Cornell U. is a nice place to be an observant Jew, but it's kind of cold.
(The bottom fuzzy picture is of Rabbi Aaron Levy and me. Rabbi Levy is among YCT's first graduating class and is a campus rabbi there.) To see more pictures of my trip....
21 October 2005
Random Bit
2) A fellow with whom I went to yeshiva in Israel has made a video to some Jewish song. Now, I'm not usually a fan of Jewish songs, in fact, this one is no exception - still not a fan. However, this guy has so much energy, both physically and mentally, which makes this video quite entertaining to watch. Not only does it star him, but also has my roommate from my junior year at IU as the scruffy random dude in it. It seems to have been recorded in three different locations, all on different continents: Chicago, London, and Israel.
Entertaining, indeed.
3) I finally got off my duff this break. Although I had jogged a couple of times (I jogged so seldom due to the cold I caught my last week of school prior to the break), I really hadn't done much physically. Moreover, I hadn't lifted since July, which is a three-month hiatus from lifting, which is bad. Especially considering I was expecting it to only be three-weeks. I signed up yesterday at a gym in my area (J's Big Gym on 181st for those who know the area) for a month, and went this morning at 4 am, which was great as I was the only one there for a while. Anyways, that's a good start, but now I just have to keep it up....
4) I'm off to visit my sis today for shabbas up in Ithaca to spend at Cornell.
19 October 2005
My Fortunate Acquisition of the Four Species
I had thought that I would be able to just borrow the use of others' lulavim for this mizvah, so on the first day, I was doing so, when a man in shul said he could *give* me one. I thought, "There's no way he really meant give me, maybe just 'let me use' one." Sure enough, he gave me one set of four species, allowing me to fulfill the Biblical verse of taking them on the first day of the holiday! (This, mind you, is unlike Mar Gavriel, who opines that one need do so beforehand.) Apparently, some guy had donated six sets to the shul to give away! Lucky me.
16 October 2005
Outdone (yay!)
So imagine my surprise and humbling yesterday at lunch when Leah Zuckerman, an attractive young lady living on 56 Bennett, easily listed off a whole bunch of people. Granted, it was mainly her building, but I got the sense that was just the tip of the iceberg.
It actually feels nice to relax, secure in the knowledge that I don't know the most people in the Heights (even if I've been here a year (or just moved in - thanks Sharona) already), that there are people here like Leah, etc., and I'm not such an anomaly. It was very good to feel more normal.
15 October 2005
Attiring Oneself as a Rabbinical Student (Part 1?)
As "Chovevei" isn't a penguin/oreo type of yeshiva, it behooves every individual to make conscious decisions regarding their own dress. Obviously, on a quotidian level, the thought may not arise, but certainly it will occur occasionally. We're in a weird position: we're not in college - we're past that, we're not rabbis yet - so dressing up that much would be too fancy (maybe too haughty?), we're not exactly in grad school, per se - so we can't just dress as we please. The only formally heretofore stated policy of the school has been that shorts are not permitted. So that leaves A LOT of leeway as to what sort of garment choices we could be making for ourselves. Granted, people generally dress nicely, with Fridays somehow being a little more casual.
So that works for the כלל (the general populace at the yeshiva (I've been asked to translate Hebrew and Aramaic on my blog)), but what about me, what about how Drew Kaplan should dress?? Okay, so I've mainly just been dressing as I did in HS and in college, so 'there ain't nothin' fancy goin' on here' with me as to my threads. That's where I'm at now, but I have these tendencies to want to dress slickly, y'know, to pimp it out. Nevertheless, I still maintain my humble and modest raiments and think I will stick with it for now. However, when I approach my latter two years at YCT, I will probably start turning up the niceness level of my getups, as I get closer to having to dress nicely, etc. :)
Eruv in Hudson Heights?
Funny, I was just thinking this morning when I had to duck down between davening this morning at shul to go blow my nose, "Wouldn't it be great if we had an eruv, here in the Heights?" And especially when one is sick, the need for tissues is quite great. Imagine my surprise at lunch today (madd props to Sharona for putting together a fabulous meal - both in terms of food, as well as in terms of folks) when I heard talk of an eruv. But no mere chatter, mind you, rather some serious talk, i.e. it's coming, though the time-table is up in the air. As the details are on the DL and the רב המכשיר is madd on the DL (even I don't know), no further details will I offer here.
Unfortunately, however, my building which lies in "no-man's land" between the YU side and the Bennett side of the Heights, will be left without any eruv (yeah, we'll be feeling a little lonely - maybe we'll start our own eruv; that way, at least Breuer's won't really give too much of a hoot or holler as they will when this Hudson Heights eruv goes up.
So, I spent this afternoon re-reading Charlotte Elisheva Fonrobert's article on the beginning of the rabbinic eruv (Charlotte Elisheva Fonrobert, "From Separatism to Urbanism: The Dead Sea Scrolls and the Origins of the Rabbinic 'Eruv," Dead Sea Discoveries 11, no. 1 [2004]: 43-71) until I fell asleep, while I still had two other 'eruv articles waiting next to me to read them (Peter Vincent and Barney Warf, "Eruvim: Talmudic Places in a Postmodern World," Transactions of the Institute of British Geographers 27, no. 1 [March 2002]: 30-51 & Davina Cooper, "Talmudic Territory? Space, Law, and Modernist Discourse," Journal of Law and Society 23, no. 4 [December 1996]: 529-548), while I know I need to read Rabbi Weiss' (yes, the same one who founded my school) article which appeared in tradition nearly twenty years ago.
So, it will be neat to know how it goes down.
10 October 2005
Career Considerations
My experiences over the past year, particularly, but also the previous half year, have been swaying me to a critical and what I call a truth-seeking approach to Judaism (and, for that matter, Jewish texts). Thus, numerous times over the past year at school, my fellow students have suggested academia for me or, at least called me academic, as well as my gemara rebbe. However, what I find funny, is that calling me an academic is errant. I don't personally mind such labelling, actually, though I do prefer the label 'critical', I just find it offensive to real academics. They would take one look at me and laugh, as I have no - and I do mean none whatsoever - academic training in Jewish texts (yeah, I know I have a BA in Jewish Studies, but that's undergrad, and it was different). Case in point, in class, just before the October/holiday break, our class was reading a סוגיא, when I stood for a different parsing of the text, than was popularly held in class. Not that there was any conclusion who "won," though my approach was termed 'academic,' my roommate from last year, who is close to completing his MA in Talmud at Revel and is a classmate of mine, showed me how academics would have read it a little bit differently. Basically, it was about how we read the editorship of the gemarra into it....
Anyways, so that's school. When I was planning on going up to CT and preparing a couple of derashos for RH, I was trying to think up of דברי תורה. The problem was that I wasn't used to preparing cutesy DT, rather, I was used to coming up with more critical reads, etc. It was a little tough. I came out of my RH experience leaning more toward probably becoming a Hillel rabbi rather than a pulpit rabbi, but we'll see....
09 October 2005
Status Report
In another piece of good blog news, Steven I. Weiss has not only mentioned me in a posting, which would be amazing enough, but has even enjoyed reading it, as well. Happy continued readings!
new Jewish journal published (and it's online, too)
Okay, fine, I'm going to now finally going to catch me some z's.
Possible פטירה
The little laptop's life came to an end while he was using it, but most (about 100% likely) likely came to its end when it came into contact with some of the water that came from the massive torrential downpour from today's ridiculous rains. We had some windows open in our apartment from when we moved in, etc., (I had my windows open, kitchen window open, it was nice). Even though it was raining earlier today, none was getting in, and I was there, so it was cool, plus our angle is such that rain goes the opposite way of hitting our window (at least earlier today). However, when the rains picked up, that water stuff started coming in. I didn't notice it at first, but then I picked up some of my books in my room on the windowsill and saw that they were wet - not cool, but they were fine. But this was a window that was sideways to the wind, so not so bad. A little later, I checked on my roommate's room (what reason do I normally have for going in there?) and his tefillin were on the window sill - not good, but fortunately the bag was totally drenched but the תפילין were fine. But then I noticed that near the window on the floor was his laptop. Oh yeah, there are few things that one reaches for more quickly in water than electrical appliances, and certainly a computer. I had a towel in hand from drying off the windowsill, so that towel was on that laptop like nothing. He aspires to bring it to an Apple store (the closest thing he'll come to the Maker) and see what he can do.
המקום ינחם אתו בתוך שאר אבלי ציון וירושלים
Yay! Party
Well, I can now relax - at least more than I have since over a week ago. From after last שבת, I had been concentrating on preparing for ראש השנה at the old folks home in CT, primarily a couple of דרשות (though I ended up composing both of them on the train ride up there), (okay, so the truth is that I basically chilled out last Sunday (or at least that's how I recall it now). Then ראש השנה came around, then got back. Then we moved in. After finishing moving in on Friday morning, the preparations for our apartment-warming party began. Then שבת hit. It was fine, though after dinner, I slept for 13.5 hours straight, arriving an hour late for lunch. As soon as שבת departed, it was back to preparations. Then the party. Yay! the party.
The party went well - even in spite of the inclement rain (thank you all who made it to the party (you, too, Margueya (there, you got your name mentioned in my blog))), even though it started off a little slowly. ( Darisa/Aliza mentioned our party - another yay.) So, now, with a couple of social engagements tomorrow (or today), I can begin a little bit of relaxing or something.
07 October 2005
MOVED!!!
Relieved. Totally drained of energy (well, still some reserves left). God am I pooped.
Relieved that we have moved in.
However, the unpacking is left to do, which is not fun, especially since I probably need to get furniture to properly unpack, which means I'll probably be semi-packed, still, for a little bit, which isn't unlike how I've been living for the past month or so, but I think by mid-November, I'll be mostly done settling in to the new digs.
Now the next hurdle is to go get massive amounts of food and beverages for Saturday evening's soiree in honor of our movin' on in. And as Tovey/Tova Isenberg (I know her last name, ok) and Zehava [Krinsky (for those who thought I didn't know)] requested, there will be beer there (unless Key Foods has suddenly sold out of such a product).
Moving In (not done, yet, though)
After going to the building to pick up our keys around 1:15 pm today, waiting around for the super until 2:10, then taking another hour to go through all of the procedural blah, blah, we (Ben Greenberg and me) then packed and such until 5:30, then went up to Marble Hill and picked up a U-Haul. By the late evening, we were able to have just about all of Ben's stuff in the apartment and about half, maybe a majority of my stuff in the apartment. We then went for sandwiches, then decided I would finish packing up my stuff until 2 or 3, while Ben and his gf went to a hookah bar in the Village. I was, indeed, able to complete my packing and cleaning, and made it over back to our apartment to pick up the U-Haul. While about to go back and complete the last of the moving (which would be the end to my 2.5 moves in as many months, and finally end my semi-nomadship, and allow me to just settle in and sort out my stuff), which would be ostensibly ending in our returning the U-Haul before the 7 am due time (otherwise, we are charged another $19.99 for another day's fee) - alas, my about to be former roommate calls up, very pissedly, concerned about the cessation of his slumber for the night, but almost more bewildered about moving at nighttime! בשלמא about the arising in the wee hours, but, hello, it's not uncommon to move then. Well, I'm not speaking about most people, but it's common, nay, I would say de rigeur for me to move, etc. at nighttime - let's just say it's a particularly productive time to move. So, he forbade me to return to the apartment until his departure at 7 am (yes, the 7 am at which time the truck is due back).
Well, גם זו לטובה, eh? The take which I'm going for is that it'll allow me to focus on dealing with the stuff I have here now, rather than being soooooo overwhelmed about what to do with all of my stuff.
Okay, so, hopefully in three more hours (I know I'm going to be exhausted....), Ben and I will finish up the moving, return the U-Haul truck back to the place in Marble Hill, come back to the Heights, go to Key Foods to shop for our apartment warming, and then he'll get ready and head off to CT for שבת and I'll crash or daven שחרית or something.
03 October 2005
Forgiving for the New Year
02 October 2005
Watched movie #2 of my holiday break
-Anne-Marie, do all the interns get Glocks?
-No, they have to share one.
-You really think you can hit the sauce with a bun in the oven?
-We were both bad husbands, weren't we? But I had an excuse. I'm part gay.
-What would be the scientific purpose of killing it?
-Revenge.
Ahhh, aren't Wes Anderson movies funny (albeit in a horribly dry and restrained sort of way)?
No More AOL for Drew soon
After slightly more than ten years (since 25 Sept. 1995), my family will be dispensing with our AOL account. Although that's kind of sad in a way, life moves on, and so does the Internet. So now I'm hoping on two things: 1) I don't miss many important e-mails at that e-mail address and 2) maybe I can retain my AIM SN of drew6997. Time will tell.
Post-shabbas fun
After which, I went to Tamar Ellman's apartment-warming party, which went well, met a few more Heightsians. We even got a little bit of an apartment tour (picture here is of Anna (Arona's roommate) and me sitting at a little kid's table and chairs by Tamar's bed in her room).
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And now I'm blogging and checking e-mail. Hopefully, I will now get to finish watching the end of that movie (see begining of previous posting).
Shabbas Reflections
I made it to shul on time for מנחה for the first time in many a moon for a Friday afternoon, which was good for once.... Dinner was nice, though it was below 181st Street, but no hard feelings, gals. Right, it was nice, and I got to meet this girl about whom Meir had mentioned to me, which was cool, and it was a nice group of people, followed by a group mostly made up guys from, of all places, Columbus (yes, I knew them), so that was cool, as a couple of them were in town primarily for the שבת.
After sleeping for ten hours, I davened in my room and made it to shul to see most people already had departed, much to my social chagrin. Not cool. But, as Ilanit pointed out to me, it was a short layning. So I only got to speak to several people. Okay, as I'm thinking about that, that was a MAJOR DISAPPOINTMENT!! Oh well, life goes on and God allows for such missed social opportunities. Don't worry, you concerned individuals out there, regarding my having recited ק"ש בזמנה, as I had arisen earlier in the morning, and took care of said מצוה before putting head back to pillow.
Lunch was cool. Post-lunch conversation included a query as to my utilization of Rabbi Abadi on a previous entry (see Smirnoff Ice posting), as he is, apparently, regarded as lenient. Granted, I know little upon the matter, but I wouldn't have noted it much, had it not been for the fellow with which I had spoken (again, see that posting).
Went back and slept for an hour and three quarters - wanted to continue, but had shul to attend. סעודה שלישית went well - got some comments on the blog, though I also got criticized (I sure hope jocularily) for having claimed to have lived in the Heights for the past 13 months, when 12 of those were on Amsterdam, which apparently "don't count". Whatever.
Miscellania from this week
I developed an interest in the exegesis of the beginning of Gen. 38, having realized that the simple reading of the text results in one realizing that Onan was killed because he did not provide offspring in his brother's name. That's it. So I begun to look at the relevant Talmudic pericopes, with Philo to follow, not to forget articles and, of course, the halakhic literature.
Found out that alcohol towards bedtime, although helpful in getting to sleep, actually mitigates one's sleep quality.
YCT had their/our first-ever (?) pre-holiday break mishmar on Thursday night. A מנין of guys stayed around, but I only made it until 2 am, mainly due to 1) my tiredness from lack of sleep in the previous several days, but also 2) because of my being sick (see above). It was cool, Reb Avi (Avi Weiss) gave us his Shabbas Shuva derasha, Rabbi Dovid Silber gave an AMAZING שיעור on סליחות - yeah, you read that right. But then again, he can give a lecture on anything and be amazing. That was a real treat. Then Rabbi Love gave a class on hashkafic perspectives on Sukkos, then Rav Nati gave a shiur on two days of Rosh haShana, then I stopped going to the classes and did some learning on my own until I left.
The pictures posted here are of Rabbi Avi Weiss and Rabbi Dovid Silber, both during the Thursday evening at YCT.
Friday mid-day, after waking up, I made it to Mt. Sinai and signed up for membership. So now I'm a Mt. Sinai member.