10 August 2017

The Treatment of My Rheumatoid Arthritis Begins


When I was told by the rheumatologist [the first time I met him] that I had rheumatoid arthritis, it was quite shocking - not only surprising, but shocking, as well. Of course, I knew there was something wrong with my body, but I thought it was something of a temporary nature, not something that would continue to afflict me throughout the remainder of my life. It still is hard for me to wrap to head around the enduringness of this condition – I still, on some level in my head, think that it’s temporary (even if I’ve been told that it’s not).

While I was still in shock about my new diagnosis, the rheumatologist began discussing treatment options.

Mostly, the treatment options concerned taking pills, which are no problem for me. He also mentioned a shot, which gave me pause. 

A few days following the visit, I did take him up on getting the shot. It was a steroid shot, which, the following day, I already felt the results. It had, overnight, decreased the swelling in my feet and hands. That was fast! I was very glad to have, for the first time in months, not have swollen hands nor swollen feet. I was excited that it not only worked, but had worked quickly, as well as relieved about the swollenness. While I also was concerned that I might need to have the shot again because maybe the swelling would return, to this day, the swelling hasn’t returned (at least not to the degree that it had been before that shot).

There were three pills that he had prescribed. One was a painkiller that would take the place of any others (e.g. ibuprofen, acetaminophen, etc.) should I need a painkiller or to reduce swelling. While I took it regularly at first, I now seldom use it. But there were two other pills I took that were meant to deal with the condition.

One pill was meant to block the signals causing the inflammation,* to be taken regularly. I’m not sure if it has helped or not, even to this day. Nevertheless, I still take it, because it may be working – it’s hard to tell, since the other pill had noticeably positive effects.

The other pill worked considerably well!** Wow – right from the start it worked well and continued to work. Unfortunately, it seems to be a short-term solution to this long-term problem. Nevertheless, it significantly decreased the tenderness I experienced in the parts of my body where I noticed the greatest amount of tenderness (i.e. hands/fingers/wrists, feet, knees, shoulders, and elbows). Not only did it greatly help me do everyday things (e.g. picking things up, moving things around (including my kids)), but I noticed it the most while weight-lifting. It definitely helped my body (particularly my shoulders and elbows) move and use strength. It also helped with energy, as it was quite an energy boost – very noticeably physically, but also mentally, as well (it also gave me a self-confidence boost, as well). Of course, it was great when going to the gym, as I had an energy boost, but also just doing things throughout the day. It was definitely something to be taken in the morning and not later on in the day.***

Unfortunately, my rheumatologist told me to only take smaller doses of this latter pill, resulting in an increase in tenderness in my joints. As of last month, I have decided to take a break from weight-lifting, since my ability had been greatly diminished from when I had been taking higher doses of this medicine. Although I kind of miss having weight-lifting as both part of my lifestyle and routine, as well as its effects on my body, I also can’t ignore that my bodily abilities to lift weights in any realm of my life have been severely reduced.

The latest news in my treatment, however, have been saddening. Since the other pill* didn’t seem to be working enough (although we’re still keeping it as part of the treatment on my body), the rheumatologist has added a new pill. The pill, itself, seems to be fine (although I’ve only taken it twice, as its dosage is weekly),**** but it’s not so great for various aspects of my body. The most concerning of these is that it’s not good for the liver. Thus, a severe restriction on alcohol intake :( So, while alcohol is generally not permitted for those taking methotrexate, the rheumatologist says it’s alright if I have 3-4 drinks a month.  Yikes! In any event, I’ve barely sipped alcohol in the last couple of weeks on account of this new medicine. (I hope to write more in the future about this severe reduction on my alcohol intake….)

Anyways, that is what is going on in treating my new condition.

* If you’re interested, it is hydroxychloroquine.
** If you’re curious, it’s prednisone.
*** When I picked it up from the pharmacy, I was told by the pharmacist not to take it after 9am – “9:00 AM?” I asked, to which she replied that some patients have had trouble sleeping when taking it later in the day. I initially brushed off the warning and took it right away, since I wanted to have the pills start working, even though it was in the middle of a Friday afternoon. Wow – was I bouncing off the walls that night! I couldn’t fall asleep until 4am (and, yes, that included a lot of alcohol, which had little effect on my drowsiness). I then made sure I took it early in the morning and definitely did not take it in the afternoon.
**** Again, if you’re curious, it’s methotrexate.

09 August 2017

The Troubles Begin

So, apparently, I have a couple of health issues...and here's what's been going on.

Back in March of last year, I saw my doctor since my wife had suggested that I might have sleep apnea, so my doctor referred me to Kaiser Permanente's sleep clinic. After going to the earliest opening they had a half year later in September, they said I most certainly do have sleep apnea. After the doctor then said that, if untreated, a slew of bad health problems could follow; thus, we should treat it using a CPAP machine. 

So, I bought a CPAP machine in October and started using it by the end of the month. While I tried using it, especially in earnest at the outset, it never seemed to actually me sleep nor feel well-rested. The only thing with which the CPAP machine has helped me is serving as an aid in falling asleep. I find that not only does it, in some way, seem to hinder my breathing, but that there is also some uncomfortability on my face with the mask.

Separately, I noticed within a week or two of using the CPAP machine that my fingers would no longer straighten all the way. Additionally, there was some pain in a couple of them. Furthermore, there was some swelling in my fingers, as well as, more noticeably, my hands.


At first, I thought what was happening to my hands and fingers was because I laid differently when using my CPAP machine - when I would read books at night in bed, I would lean my chin on the back of my hands and, perhaps, it was that pressure on my hands that was causing the pain. I wasn't sure if that was the case or not, but that was the only change I knew in my life.

In any event, it didn't go away and my fingers remained curled, but I figured it was merely a temporary condition. Since I had some difficulty and trouble at the gym with lifting weights, I decided to stop in early December until I could figure out what was going on with my hands/fingers (I didn't know if the pressure on my fingers might be problematic with regards to weight-lifting). I then went on a trip at the end of December through the beginning of January to Israel and decided that, if my fingers continued to stay curled, I would go see a doctor about them. As it turned out, they did not get better, so I went to see the doctor in January. When I saw the doctor, I told him about what was going on with my hands/fingers and he referred me to an orthopedist.

While on the aforementioned trip, a seemingly unrelated incident happened: one day, we were in Jerusalem and walked a lot and it made the arches of my feet hurt, resulting in my feet swelling. At the time, I chalked it simply to being part of so much walking and/or the uncomfortability of my shoes, perhaps. However, the soreness in my arches and the swelling didn't go away after getting back. I had thought it would last for only a few days and then it would get better, but it never went away.

When I visited the orthopedist, I told him about both my hands/fingers as well as my feet. He wasn't really sure what was going on, so he sent me to get an MRI. After having scheduled the MRI, I then discovered it would cost over $1100 for the MRI on my hands, so I decided not to spend all that money on my hands. Having related that to my orthopedist, he then referred me to a rheumatologist.

When I went to see the rheumatologist in March of this year, he told me, after seeing my  blood draw results, that I have rheumatoid arthritis. It took me a moment to try to process it. I had heard of the condition from commercials that I ignored. I was shocked about this, but also totally naïve about it. I then asked about how to fix/cure it, to which he responded that there was no cure (at this point in medical research). So, I then asked about treatments, none of which seemed particularly good or short-term....


(to be continued)

21 June 2017

My First Book Gets Published


Earlier this year, my first book got published! While I have held off until now sharing this news with the world, I figure it's finally time to share :)

The book, Talmudic Musings: 50 Essays on Talmudic Terms, Ideas, and More, was published by Hadassa Word Press, a publishing company in Germany (the book is also available for sale on Amazon). While I had been thinking of gathering some of my essays that I had previously published on my various blogs, I hadn’t been actively looking to publish. However, once they reached out to me, I got curious. Although I had gone back and forth whether or not to proceed with putting it together, I ultimately decided to do it.

So, I gathered fifty of my blog posts on Talmudic topics, whether from this site, the short-lived Drew’s Views, or Matters of Interest, and set about converting them into a Word document. This was not simple and took a lot of work not only copying-and-pasting from the web pages, but also creating footnotes from the relevant endnotes (not to mention taking hyperlinks and noting them, as well).


While most of the essays remain in the form that they appeared online, some got some additions, most notably “Sages and Doctors Face-Off: Consideration of a Story in the Talmud” (pp. 78-84). This essay got a fair amount of addition from its original version, with both elements from Jennie Rosenfeld's 2009 dissertation ("Talmudic Re-Readings: Toward a Modern Orthodox Sexual Ethic”) and from Facebook comments in the discussion on the original piece.

I also created an index of sages mentioned - both for tannaim and amoraim (with stammaim getting their own separate section) – an index of Biblical literature references, and an index of rabbinic literature referenced. All of this took even more time.

For those less familiar with my style and approach to the essays included within this volume, here is how I wrote about it in the introduction (p. 1):
It is unclear to me as to how one would categorize the style of writing within this volume. It is neither necessarily academic, nor is it necessarily traditional. Of course, these terms do perhaps describe the style, perhaps they don't. The essays herein are not intended to serve as proper academic articles, per se, but hopefully will be of interest to those interested in such pursuits. Many of them seek simply to raise ideas, offer some possibilities, and serve as a helpful consideration for the texts under discussion. Many of the essays herein are attempts at laying the groundwork in aspiring to come to a better understanding of the texts, but not necessarily all-encompassing about the texts, nor serving as the final word on them.
While many of the essays may try to advance novel understandings of the particular texts in the Talmud, many are not intended to do so. Indeed, the style of many may be considered almost like encyclopedia entries on the topics, with straightforward explanations. A number of them seem to encompass both of these endeavors. Not infrequently, I come across certain topics, texts, or phrases discussed - whether in printed texts or orally - in a manner that does not seem correct, even if it is a prevalently understood one. Many of my essays in this volume were inspired by these seemingly incorrect understandings that I sought to correct.
I hope the essays included within this book are helpful for those considering various texts within rabbinic literature. Putting them in a book, going beyond simply having them on a few blogs, ensures that – even if the blogs go offline – the essays will remain in this world. 

Of course, the question of who will purchase this book is another matter, Owing to its price tag, I’m not sure how many people will pick it up. However, if anyone knows of any libraries (perhaps university libraries?) interested in such a work, please let me know or them know. It would be great to make this work more widely available.

12 January 2017

Israel Trip January 2017

 Last night, I returned, along with my family, from a recent trip to Israel. Having been to Israel ten times already, it wasn't new to me, however, it was our first time travelling with four children, including two children three and younger.  This was quite an experience, but it was certainly a nice family trip.

I think that's the best way to describe it for me: a family trip. In addition to bringing along our four children, we slept at my wife's oldest brother's residence, and we met up a few times with my wife's second oldest brother's family, we also spent time with my father-in-law. Moreover, the trip was less about us and more about thinking about going to places that were kid-friendly.

A couple of places we visited featured animals (Gan Garoo and The Biblical Museum of Natural History), although we mostly were fairly gastronomically-oriented.  We also visited the Bloomfield Science Museum, which was neat for the kids. We went to a bunch of restaurants, visited Shuk HaCarmel and Shuk Mahaneh Yehudah a couple of times each, and enjoyed the food (my wife, especially, was excited for the food (she is a foodie, after all)). Curiously, I never had shawarma this trip (my last visit to Israel, while staffing a Taglit-Birthright Israel trip, I had shawarma for lunch pretty much every day), which is somewhat unfortunate, as I greatly enjoy eating it while when visiting, but I did regularly consume shakshuka, which was great.  The most enjoyable soup I had was a spicy and sour soup at Pagoda in Tiberias, which was very delicious and powerfully tasty. I also enjoyed the novelty of being able to call and order kosher pizza for delivery (we ordered from Pizza Hut), which was super convenient!

Speaking of consumption, I wasn't able to visit many breweries or drink much beer while there, however, I was able to visit Dancing Camel on my final night there, as well as having visited Beer Bazaar in Jerusalem for my first time. I got to try all nine beers on-tap at Dancing Camel, which was neat, while meeting up with someone who had moved to Israel a year ago from Long Beach.  At Beer Bazaar, I got to enjoy a ten-shot taster roulette, which is a great way to try a bunch of beers - I wish more breweries or bars offered such a tasting option. One special treat I got to enjoy was visiting the Modi'in homebrewers meeting, which was quite fortuitously-timed, as I had experienced two years prior, enjoying not only a bunch of beers, but also being able to better discern flavors, as well as learning some tidbits about brewing and more. Thanks to my father-in-law, I also got to experience the somewhat relatively new Whiskey Bar and Museum in Tel Aviv, which has a really cool set-up in a former wine cellar and offers over 1,000 whiskies.

As opposed to previous trips where I typically have bought things there, I was not focussed on procuring such products, since it was more family-oriented. Usually, I buy and bring back bottles of liquor (usually, vermouths, since they have decent kosher vermouth there (which is, sadly, lacking Stateside)), but did not do so this time.  Also, I typically acquire Jewish books (usually Hebrew (and often halakhic works)), but, alas, we did not make it to any bookstores. And I also usually avail myself of buying a few kippot while there, but wasn't able to spend much time shopping for them.

Speaking of not being able to spend much time: while we were fortunate in meeting up with a few people, we were unable to meet up with others with whom it would have been great to reconnect. However, that is one of the handicaps of travelling with children - it is harder to easily move around and meet up with people, especially when trying to coordinate with others in the family.

As with our previous trip two years ago, we rented a car and drove around, which is a lot easier than trying to use public transportation with the kids.  However, this time, I drove on a few occasions, making it my first time ever driving in Israel, which was not as crazy of an experience as I had expected. Yes, in Jerusalem and Tel Aviv, it is not so easy driving around (for different reasons for each city), but the highway driving was a breeze and it was pleasant.  The only issue we had was the car we rented was advertised as being a seven-seater, but that doesn't really allow for trunk space, in addition to being small for its size. Then again, in Israel, there aren't such spacious cars as they have here in the US.

It was great to allow our children to experience Israel again, especially since our oldest two may have remembered their last trip, but our youngest daughter hadn't. Clearly, one of the best parts of the trip for them was connecting and re-connecting with their cousins, as they had a lot of fun with them. While their cousins live in different countries, it was great for all of them to spend with each other, as well as for us adults to spend time with each other, as well. That is certainly a major takeaway for us from this trip.

15 December 2016

Looking Forward to My Third AJS Conference



Having attended the Association of Jewish Studies Conference twice before, I am very much looking forward to being able attending a third time. Having first attended in 2008 in Washington, DC and attending the following year in Los Angeles, I am glad that it is returning to Southern California, enabling my attendance.

With it taking place in San Diego, it is easy for me to reach, travel-wise. Of course, I am also grateful to my wife allowing me to go and her taking our kids for those days.
I am curious to see who will be there. One thing I have already noticed is that several of those presenting papers are people whom I know and are my peers, which will be great and did not happen in either of the previous conferences.

I am greatly curious to see how different the tweeting is. When I attended in 2008 and 2009, while I was engaged on Twitter about the conference, it seemed there weren’t many others engaging in it.  However, I am hopeful that there will be more discourse taking place in that space about the conference.

One thing to which I am looking forward is being in a space where there is such great intellectual discourse, curiosity, and scholarship, and being able to soak in it and to be enriched through the experience. I love such cerebral gatherings and events, especially on topics of great interest to me. 

I am also looking forward to re-connecting with people who are engaged in these endeavors and whom I haven’t connected with in-person (as opposed to online (primarily Facebook)). It will be great to be enriched through these conversations and see how my knowledge and experience will be enriched through these interactions.

I am most looking forward to sessions on rabbinics (such as rabbinic literature, Talmud, etc.), but – as in my attending previous AJS conferences – also seeking to go beyond just that field. Obviously, I am also curious in Bible, but we shall see which other panel discussions in other fields I attend.

Finally, for anyone who has read my previous blog posts here on attending AJS conferences (see below for a listing), will see that my writing style has greatly improved over the years since then. Also, I don’t plan on throwing all of my notes on to the screen. Furthermore, I think I took notes using pen and paper, then transcribed them, thus there are some non-sentences going on in some of those posts. Instead, I am aspiring to take notes and do writing on my tablet, which will yield an easier transferring of notes than transcribing. Also, I don’t think I will be throwing all of the panels on the same post.  Hopefully, if I am able to compose them well enough, I will post them separately on Matters of Interest.

In any event, I am greatly looking forward to attending!
 

Listing of previous posts on AJS Conferences: